You Left Clueless

Here I am thinking of what you said to me before
Leaving me clueless and confused
You told me you loved me but you left me all alone
You said you will give me the love I wanted but all I had is nothing
You were the reason I kept thinking about you in my life
You put a smile on my face every time I think about you
I been putting on hope on you
A hope that will last forever
And now you told me that you not into anyone yet
You just keep me hanging on it for no reason
You just keep playing with my heart making me like a fool
I'm clueless, I'm confused

The Masks I Wear

My life hidden behind a mask
A mask that I wear everyday in my life
You may see I been putting on smile
You may though that I am happy with my life
But all that you see is a mask I wear

I hide my true feeling by wearing a mask
Behind all laughter were the pain
Behind all smiles were the tears
Behind the happiness were the sadness

I wear a thousand masks
Just to hide the bruises and scars
Just to hide my true emotional
So no one will understand and know

Without a mask I feel like I'm dying
I feel I am safe hiding behind a mask
Although my life in the darkness
It's hind me from the outer world

Touch Of Myself

As I enter my world of fantasy
Going to places I can be out of control
Searching for the right moment
I begin to find myself flirting with the verge of obscene

I can't undefined the world I'm in
My imagination’s taking over me
I’m all in my skin and feel my own flesh
Touching all over my sweating body

With the touch of my hand
I can’t control what’s happening
I’m into myself in the most precious way
I find loving myself even more

I couldn't control it any longer
I'm at the edge of my fantasy
And I shut myself out from the world
I finally found that I’m already here

Trying To Move On

Memories of our sweet love
Are still piercing through my mind
Will I ever forget you?
Will I ever erase you from my mind?

My body is living without a soul
I feel restless in life
All I have right now is nothing
Will my life ever be the same again without you?

Am I strong enough to go through this alone?
Will I ever put on a smile again?
I'm breathing but I feel like dying
I just can't take the pain no more

Here I am in an empty road
That leads me no where
I'm trying to forget you
So let me move on with my life

Our Love Has Died

I am done, loving you
We have tried but the love has died
I guess it means goodbye
Sorry it had to be this way

No matter how much we tried
Nothing seems to changed
We are not fated to be together
As we live in a different kind of world

Neither of us is to blame
It may hurt our heart
But life still have to move on
It makes us understand life even better

Do not cry as there is no shoulder to lend on
I hope you find someone better than me
Someone who love you more
Someone who will give you happiness in life

As for me I will just keep on moving
Till I find what I want in life
Here we are, standing close
Saying our final goodbye

Here With Me

As I woke up in the morning
Seeing your picture on my desk
A smell of your skin on the pillow
I miss you here by my side

Hearing your voice in the morning
Saying "Good morning dear"
And watching you smile
Making it a day to start with

As I lie back on bed, I could feel you besides me
The feel of your warm breath
Every time I close my eyes, all I see is you
You are everything that i need

All I have now was a shadow of you
That keep playing on my mind
My heart cant move on without you
I just want you here with me

Seeing You With Someone

It's hurt me when seeing you with someone,
Even though I am still here loving you
I try to move on with my life
But nothing seems to change

I give you the love that you want
The love that I never give to no one before
The love that you never ask for
But still you choose the love he give

I keep telling myself why must you be with him
What good did he does to you?
Why can't you see how much you mean to me?
Loving you is all I need

I tried to erase you in my mind, but I could not
Seem so hard for me to forget you
Seem my heart could not move on
Guess it takes years to move on

Here I am still loving you
Still missing you
And at the same time thinking of you every day and night
Although my heart hurts seeing you love with someone else