The Masks I Wear

My life hidden behind a mask
A mask that I wear everyday in my life
You may see I been putting on smile
You may though that I am happy with my life
But all that you see is a mask I wear

I hide my true feeling by wearing a mask
Behind all laughter were the pain
Behind all smiles were the tears
Behind the happiness were the sadness

I wear a thousand masks
Just to hide the bruises and scars
Just to hide my true emotional
So no one will understand and know

Without a mask I feel like I'm dying
I feel I am safe hiding behind a mask
Although my life in the darkness
It's hind me from the outer world

Touch Of Myself

As I enter my world of fantasy
Going to places I can be out of control
Searching for the right moment
I begin to find myself flirting with the verge of obscene

I can't undefined the world I'm in
My imagination’s taking over me
I’m all in my skin and feel my own flesh
Touching all over my sweating body

With the touch of my hand
I can’t control what’s happening
I’m into myself in the most precious way
I find loving myself even more

I couldn't control it any longer
I'm at the edge of my fantasy
And I shut myself out from the world
I finally found that I’m already here

Trying To Move On

Memories of our sweet love
Are still piercing through my mind
Will I ever forget you?
Will I ever erase you from my mind?

My body is living without a soul
I feel restless in life
All I have right now is nothing
Will my life ever be the same again without you?

Am I strong enough to go through this alone?
Will I ever put on a smile again?
I'm breathing but I feel like dying
I just can't take the pain no more

Here I am in an empty road
That leads me no where
I'm trying to forget you
So let me move on with my life

Our Love Has Died

I am done, loving you
We have tried but the love has died
I guess it means goodbye
Sorry it had to be this way

No matter how much we tried
Nothing seems to changed
We are not fated to be together
As we live in a different kind of world

Neither of us is to blame
It may hurt our heart
But life still have to move on
It makes us understand life even better

Do not cry as there is no shoulder to lend on
I hope you find someone better than me
Someone who love you more
Someone who will give you happiness in life

As for me I will just keep on moving
Till I find what I want in life
Here we are, standing close
Saying our final goodbye